Sunday, February 21, 2010

Life goes on.......

My dad died 9 days ago. I can hardly believe that I won't see him if I go to his house. It all seems unreal. My kids all came home to "grieve" with me. They have jobs that allow them to have paid time off. I took off TWO hours this last week. I even worked the morning of the funeral because rescheduling regular clients is just plain too tiring to want to even attempt it. I just can't seem to grieve properly. I can only get weepy. Nothing more. What's wrong with me? I want to sob and sob and I can't. I will miss him even though we were not super close. You just knew he would be there. I can't believe he's gone.

3 comments:

Jules AF said...

I'm sorry, Mom. You can grieve properly by shopping with me in Park City when you come to Utah.

Jacob said...

go watch the notebook or something...that usually gets me.

Shewi128 said...

I'm sorry Julie was an idiot and booked my flight improperly. We could've spent some more quality time together on Saturday. I love you!